I’m stuck on you!

It’s a Wednesday for Saint Maria Faustina KoWalska (why else,) with a brief reflection on the Divine Mercy of God.

692 (132) “O Jesus, make my heart sensitive to all the sufferings of my neighbor, whether of body or of soul.  O my Jesus, I know that You act toward us as we act toward our neighbor.  My Jesus, make my heart like unto Your merciful Heart.” St. Faustina

God is so patient with me.

And because of His generosity with patiently waiting for me; to learn, to finish, to do, to speak, to act, to be still or silent, and on & on & onI find courage to ask others for the same.

“Please be patient with me while I try my best to learn/do this task, duty, role, prayer, purpose, game, name, song, and on & on & on”  Dawn Marie

It was not always an easy thing for me to ask others for this same patience I asked for from God.  Why?

Because I thought God was the only one with the Band-Aids!

God is always there for me putting a band-aid on my woundedness.  My ego, my pride, my sorrow, my ineptitude, my fear, my struggle, my lack of understanding, my heart, and on & on & on

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But then I discovered God isn’t the only one with the Band-Aids!!

Yes, He is the Source & Supply; however, He actually passed out plenty to others!

Although, there are those days where I’ve asked for one from someone in short supply!

(Double-ouch!!)

Because God is inside each one of us He has prepared us all with the same love, compassion, tenderness, goodness, praise, care, concern, understanding, and on & on & on God sends us the people in our lives that we need when we need them.   And like every great Healer, He sends them well prepared!  We need only be brave enough to ask for care. The Saints knew this and prayed for this ability to assist others in their time of need!

692 (132)  “O Jesus, I understand that Your mercy is beyond all imagining, and therefore I ask You to make my heart so big that there will be room in it for the needs of all the souls living on the face of the earth.”  St. Faustina

St. Maria Faustina prayed constantly for the grace to assist others in their woundedness, their brokenness, their need.  Her heart ached for this and desired to bring as many souls as possible to God.  She offered such great patience to those who needed it; all in an effort to draw them closer to God and His unfathomable Mercy.  This was a woman who wasn’t afraid to ask God to restock her supply!  And He always did!images

799 “Jesus filled me with strength concerning a certain person.  I feel strength within my soul.”  St. Faustina

It was reading St. Faustina’s Diary, Divine Mercy in My Soul, which brought to life for me (by her example,) that God enlisted others to assist Him with applying the band-aids!  AND that we all have that same opportunity to show others  HIM, through the actions of every band-aid WE hand out!  We would all be Saints if we did!

1584 “O inconceivable goodness of God, which shields us at every step, may Your mercy be praised without cease.  …O mankind, why do you think so little about God being truly among us?”  St. Faustina

Most times when a Saint is depicted a symbol pertaining to their personal story and how they have led others to Christ is incorporated into that image.  St. Joseph is often seen with a wood-working tool in his hand, as he is the Patron Saint of Carpenters and fathers. images St. Patrick, Patron Saint of Ireland, is almost always in green and often is holding a clover leaf to represent the Trinity. images St. Faustina is fondly depicted with the Divine Mercy Image of Jesus. st__faustina_icon_by_theophilia-d85na97Our pastor, Fr. Larry Richards, often reminds us that we should ALL live out our lives with the hope of becoming Saints!  He light-heartedly instructs that each of us should strive to have a statue in our parish depicting the good works we did for others, in the name of Our Lord,  during our time here on earth.  Our desire to achieve this should not be out of ego but out of a desire to witness to others what it can LOOK LIKE to live out a life as the hands, feet, and heart of Jesus as the gospels instruct us to do!

Jesus said to his disciples:  “You are the salt of the earth.  But if salt loses its taste, with what can it be seasoned?  It is no longer good for anything but to be thrown out and trampled underfoot.  You are the light of the world.  A city set on a mountain cannot be hidden.  Nor do they light a lamp and then put it under a bushel basket;  it is set on a lamp stand, where it gives light to all in the house.  Just so, your light must shine before others, that they may see your good deeds and glorify your heavenly Father.” Matthew 5:13-16

Lord: Perhaps through much patience, forgiveness, right judgement, charity, penance, perseverance,

good-works, faith, hope, love,

and on & on & on….

by your grace, may you one day find me worthy to be depicted,

holding on to a band-aid….

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hugs n’ blessings for whatever YOU will have been given to hold!

And it’s A Year of…Mercy!

Photo courtesy Vatican Radio
Photo courtesy Vatican Radio

It’s Wednseday!

And it’s my day to reflect on The Divine Mercy of God!

And I am…

Jumping with Joy!

Papa made the best announcement recently & my heart is still over the moon giddy!  It’s been so thumpity-thumping, over-joyed pumping, that my rib-cage feels bruised.  (Well not really, but that’s a pretty good word-exaggeration to give you an indicator of just how HAPPY I am!) Pope Francis (Papa) announced on Friday, March 13, 2015 that next year will be an extraordinary jubilee year dedicated to mercy!   

Pope Francis will make the formal announcement on April 12th which is Divine Mercy Sunday!!

“Dear brothers and sisters, I have thought about how the Church can make clear its mission of being a witness of mercy,” Catholic News Agency (CNA) reported. “It’s a journey that starts with a spiritual conversion. For this reason I have decided to declare an Extraordinary Jubilee that has the mercy of God at its center. It will be a Holy Year of Mercy.”

Luke 6:36, “Be merciful as your Father is merciful,” will be the verse for the year!

“I am convinced that the whole Church will be able to find in this Jubilee the joy of rediscovering and making fruitful the mercy of God, with which we are all called to give consolation to every man and every woman of our time,” CNA quotes the pontiff, adding that he then entrusted the Holy Year to Mary, Mother of Mercy.  You can read even more at the Catholic Beat.

As Pope Frances wrote in Evangelii Gaudium: “The Church must be a place of mercy freely given, where everyone can feel welcomed, loved, forgiven and encouraged to live the good life of the Gospel.”

I have been dancing the Divine Mercy Dance, body and soul, (another great visual) ever-since learning of this!

And I can just imagine how smile-face-happy St. Faustina would be!

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Smilin’ St. Faustina (Helen) Kowalska!

“Oh most Holy Tinity! As many times as I breathe, as many times as my heart beats, as many times as my blood pulsates through my body, so many thousand times do I want to glorify Your Mercy!”  -St. Faustina

St. Faustina also wrote in her Diary:

“Today, my soul is preparing for the coming of the Lord, who can do all things, who can make me perfect and holy. I am preparing very carefully for His reception, but there arose the difficulty as to how to present this to Him?  I rejected it (this difficulty) at once.  I will present it as my heart dictates.”  – entry, 1825

May we each begin today to prepare our own hearts for the coming of this beautiful year in the Church, a Holy Year of Mercy! 

I know Helen already is!

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Our Helen is smiling too!

hugs n’ blessings!

This is not a test!

I’m going to do my very best at targeting Wednesdays as one of my regular feature posts.

Wednesdays for Saint Maria Faustina KoWalska (why else,) with a brief reflection on the

Divine Mercy of God.

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So ya’ better Get ready to…

Sharpen your pencils! Grab a high-lighter!

Find a notebook! And load up on those sticky notes! (Because there will be a test!)

As I wrote in a previous post, Inner Silence, in the year 1937 Saint Faustina (Helen KoWalska) wrote a particular “examen” to aide her in being united with the merciful Christ.  Through prayer she was guided to create what she titled The Conscience; and which became for her a chart of an “internal control of the soul.” Each month she used an examen to pray and meditate upon. Faustina took these practices so seriously that she recorded the Victories & Falls she experienced while attempting to adhere to each practice!

In 2014, inspired by this great act of love & my own desire to live united with Christ, I dedicated myself to memorize each (monthly) examen. My hope was that, through the memorization & monthly meditation upon the prescribed practice, I could give my best attempt at living out the practice in my own daily life.  This year I have added the commitment to record (for myself) my own Victories & Falls,  just as Faustina did.  Although, I am certain my Victories will be far fewer and the Falls far greater than hers!

Seriously, don’t ask how it is going!

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I was never a star-student in school academically. (Even though I graduated with honors.)  My good grades came with true-grit-northern effort.  And test-prep was often a nightmare for me! It wasn’t until the discovery of high-lighters and sticky notes, which aided my ability to organize my scattered fluff-sense, that testing became more successful.  I like things nice & orderly. Tidier thoughts evolved into better grades.  And I think this is why I have been so drawn to Saint Faustina’s monthly examens. They’re so tidy!

Not only are the examens drawing me closer to God; but by keeping tally of the Victories & Falls I have experienced while practicing the examen, it has given me a personal calculation where God is calling me to grow!

In these three short months of keeping record God has revealed my weaknesses, (the yucky part of testing oneself.)  But because of His great grace He has also revealed just how much stronger I have become too!  NOT due in part to my own efforts but in how much more drawn to Him I have become through utilizing this practice of: internal control of my soul.  As Saint Faustina reveals, a soul turned over to God learns to direct itself toward HIM in its  weakness.

And as a result, a beautiful observance of inner silence develops…ssshhhhhhh.

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Saint Maria Faustina Kowalska’s Diary- Divine Mercy in My Soul

I am leaving with you-who-too may be reading, a gift! (No, not a new high-lighter.) Something much better!  The outline for Saint Maria Faustina’s monthly examen.  May you find the same merciful Christ that I have; should your soul-be-inspired to unite with Him. (Now, THAT is a high-light!)

The Conscience

Exclamatory Prayers:

January- But Jesus remained silent.

February- Jesus, I trust in You.

March- Jesus, enkindle my heart with love.

April- With God, I can do all things.

May- In His Name is my strength.

June- All for Jesus.

July- Jesus, rest in my heart.

August- Jesus, You know.

September- Jesus, hide me in Your Heart.

October- Mary, unite me with Jesus.

November- O my Jesus, have mercy!

December- Hail, living Host!

One final gift:  a prayer entry from Saint Faustina’s Diary and a heart-felt wish for your success as you study these examens. And always remember the final test is at the end….

I want to be completely transformed into Your mercy and to be Your living reflection, O Lord.  May the greatest of all divine attributes, that of Your unfathomable mercy, pass through my heart and soul to my neighbor.        (163)

hugs n’ blessings to all those studying for the final test!