it’s the monday giggles…and these are lovely ones to share.
I see a lot of people
in the world
and most of them
make me smile,
but you’re different.
You make
my heart smile!
“…for the Lord sees not as man sees; man looks on the outward appearance, but the Lord looks on the heart.” 1Sam16:7
For my daughter I sensed that my release of her would be a new “different.” My expectations of the circumstances were different; my preparation would be different. I sensed the difference, but wondered what this new difference would feel like.
And where would God be?
This weekend I found the answer (to both) in the
JOY
that I witnessed
in the difference in her, my darling daughter!
And just how much of Him there already is
reflected in this heart of hers,
which is becoming whole.
“Yes, fairy-tales do come true.”
1990
“Forty days before an embryo is formed, a heavenly voice calls out—so and so is to marry such and such,” says the Talmud. This has been orchestrated from before you were born. Your souls are partners, matching halves of a single whole. The Talmud describes the search for a spouse as looking for that “lost part” of yourself. -a parable
The Joy of seeing
(how beautiful it is)
that God has indeed made
the half to her completeness.
2016
And what great joy is felt in this new “difference”
as my heart smiles for the two of them
as they prepare to have Him always united with thee.
“A cord of three strands is not easily broken.” Ecclesiastes 4:12
Just two Moms bursting with JOY over their love of a ‘daughter.’
hugs n’ JOY-filled blessings to celebrate all the smiles our hearts can contain!
Looks like God already had this covered. (Giggles.)
“Ahhhh!” deep exhale. It’s 3hugs&blessings Thursday!
Papa exchanges a warm gesture with one of his Swiss guards. How thankful he must be for their care of him.
And just like Pope Francis in the photo above (courtesy of Pinterest,) I am lifting up thanks for the special care I have been receiving these past several weeks!
Some have inquired why my blogging habits have changed…“Why so few posts as of late?” one asked. “I miss you. Will I be hearing from you more regularly soon?” asked another. Sweet, dear gestures reaching out to touch my heart.
And the answer to both is: “Yes. By the grace of God I hope to get back to my normal publishing calendar.” said I.
Jared catches Helen & I working on a Christmas post!
But for right now I’ve had to put my feet up to care for myself body, mind, and Spirit. Mostly body; however, the mind and Spirit are grateful for the extra time being provided to them as well!
And so it is that today I seek to give thanks in those 3 very categories, as each of them have received warm gestures reaching out to touch my very whole (self) and I am so thankity-thankful for their care!
Body:
My therapy continues & I am so thankful for the wonderful PT’s at Hertel & Brown who are helping me get ready to snow-shoe again! Everyone is wonderful there from the greeting at the door to the “see ya’ next time.” A few I’ve had the pleasure to work with like Michael, Jeremy, Matt & Lori always kindly remind me to at least “try” and ice 3 x’s a day and are always polite enough to agree…I am NOT a baby.
Lori is the sweetest!
Peddling…because I am not a baby!
Stim work!
Mind:
I am counting my blessings for the DECISION to commit to ‘clean eating’ once again. I cannot tell you how much clearer my focus is. My thoughts are crisper and I can concentrate with less effort, which restores my peace of mind.
You would never know today but in the early 2000’s I struggled just getting out of bed. I would often fall, my hands would lose their grip and sometimes, especially following exertion, go so deeply asleep they’d curl & palsy. But the worst was the terrible brain fog! A once fully organized person I’d somedays have no memory of where I’d parked the car and was always opening/reopening the calendar because I just could not focus long enough to remember where I needed to be next. It took over a year for the final diagnosis, with everything from lupus to Parkinson’s being considered, but finally fibromyalgia was the diagnosis.
Close to two years we experimented with medications, which greatly helped to get me back on track, but through my own research I began exploring more holistic ways to treat the illness. I have been med free for close to 12 years, yippee! Part of my holistic management; however, is key to what I do & do not chose to eat. Carbohydrates (especially the processed ones) are my worst enemy!! As well as white flours and processed sugars. So when the brain-fog begins to seep back in I need only look to two different triggers: the cupboard or the pillow! (Because restorative sleep is also vital at keeping fibro-flares at bay.) The holidays & my injury took big hits in both those areas but today I am counting my blessings at having each back on track!
Plus it is good to remember where I parked the car again! Now if I could only remember to fill it up with gas…giggles!
Spirit:
I am especially blessed to have the most wonderful Spiritual Director, Fr. Dan, who though I do not deserve it…keeps my Spirit fit as a fiddle!
Fr. Dan in Rome!
He guides me, challenges me, and always makes certain I am staying Spiritually Fit! At our last gathering he instructed me to begin a Do-It Yourself Retreat using Fr. Michael E. Gaitley’s book, Consoling the Heart of Jesus , as my guide. Opening the book today during my time in the adoration chapel I was so grateful that Fr. Dan knew, just as he always does, exactly what was needed to refresh my Spirit.
Maybe you will join me to0? Which will it be?
Snow-shoeing? Better eating? Or Retreat?
Hey, how ’bout all three????
AND please be sure to let me know if you’ll be joining me…
for I will be sure to count my blessings for thee!!
may these hugs n’ 3 refreshed blessings go out & touch you by the hand!
It’s another Wednesday for Saint Maria Faustina KoWalska (what else,)
with a brief reflection on the Divine Mercy of God:
Some people like “all things” Disney and others Wally-World!
However, I am a huge fan of The Divine Mercy of God!
Going to Krakow, Poland or The National Shrine of The Divine Mercy in Stockbridge, Massachusetts would be like going to Catholic Disney Land for me!!
I am so happily-in-love with the gift God gives to each of us through His Divine Mercy, that there is an entire Page dedicated to this on my blogitty-blog site; which you may easily find at the topside tucked nicely under a hug!
In a previous post, Somewhere Over The Rainbow, I began sharing my personal reflections on the experiences I encountered reading St. Faustina’s Diary, Divine Mercy in My Soul. I hope you’ll jump, hop, or skip through this Page of collected Posts to find something that may resonate in your own heart! But for now…here’s my newest reflection I’ve been pondering.
This pitty-pat-ponder comes welcomingly into my soul straight from Faustina’s Monthly Examen!
St. Faustina did many things in love for Jesus; but none so more than to dedicate her whole life to spreading the teachings & devotion of The Divine Mercy of God.
Just as anyone who may be training to strengthen themselves physically, Saint Faustina exercised spiritually! There were two ‘practices’ or ‘exercises’ she relied upon to help strengthen her to carry out this dedication. The first was a Monthly Examen of The Conscience; where she used an Exclamatory Prayer to internally control the soul, so as to be united with the merciful Christ.
“J.M.J. ~ Jesus, I trust in You. ~ Chart of internal Control of the Soul, Particular examen – to be united with the merciful Christ. Practice: inner silence, strict observance of silence.
The Conscience (Exclamatory Prayer)
January:But God remained silent.February:Jesus, I trust in You.March:Jesus, enkindle my heart with love.April:With God I can do all things.May:In His Name is my strength.June:All for Jesus.July:Jesus, rest in my heart.August:Jesus, You know.September:Jesus, hide me in Your Heart.October:Mary, unite me with Jesus.November:O my Jesus, have mercy!December:Hail, Living Host!” ~St. Faustina’s diary, entry 162 (77)
And this, at the start of my September, my thumpity-thump-thump heart ponders:
“Jesus hide me in Your Heart.”
Your Heart. Hide me in YOUR Heart. Hide ME in Your Heart.
For love of Me, you safely tuck me away…protected by You.
For love of You I desire to be hidden, that other’s might only see You… through Me.
hugs n’ heart-given blessing from Him, through Me!